Hello everyone! This would be my very first post in 2013 even though it's already march, 2 plus months of 2013. It's 10pm now, though it's saturday but it's time for me to sleep. I cannot sleep late anymore gah if so, my eyes will be teary. So then i'll be making this quick. I don't know but this year really really really quick, it feels like time fly so fast. By this 2plus months, i got to hang out oftenly with friends, got to attend dinner with friend, spent times more with family and i'm grateful. I did what i haven't or you can say it as i never done it in 2012. So i love 2013, the first 2months seriously makes me super glad. I have passed sadness also but it's all drown because of the big big happiness i feel inside me. Why? I started 2013 with a new image of myself, i tried to change my personality to the bright one, the cheerful one hmm and also the talkactive one. I don't know if it turns out good like everyone accepts it or not, but i've tried my best and i think it works. Some of friends trust me, sharing their problems with me, asking me for an opinion and talking about their love story too. I'm that typical of friend who really appreciates every single things about friends and i don't believe this honestly, 2013 works good on me. I love it and if i can let's not see the past year but continuing see the bright tomorrow. Last year, i thought everyone or i could say as my friends were all hating me like i never ever got a chance to get myself into them. I did, but they were all not accepted me to get into them by stopping me when i was on my way to them. I cried, i mad, i- miserable my life was. I don't wanna let myself down because of things that hurt my heart, i mean i don't wanna stick with this kind of life anymore. So i made a decision to change myself. Not like i change all in me, but just the little things that probably not really good in people's eyes. Firstly, it was very awkward for me to be like someone i don't even recognize live in me. I tried everything that i could do and again it works. I learn many things from that and i think me, vanny was super not cool last year....yes! it's funny right? Aha, The super not cool means, i lock my story just for me but i want people to share something to me. Cannot right? Yes! so i call 2012 of myself super duper not cool. So now i feel really grateful, because so far everything's good. Friends are all accept me because now i try to open myself, so do they. There's no theirs anymore but ours. There's no me but us. There's no alone but friends. There's no cry but best friends. I hope this friendship shall go well and i don't wanna back to the old 2012 memories where i was all alone, no one to help. Let me be the new 2013 vanny and forget the past. Please, thank you!
Here's quotes of the day;
I ((MY. ME. MINE)) AM.
Everyone needs a friend, if you can keep the friendship then keep it. Don't ever try to close your diary and keep it by yourself but share it to your friend and search for the exit door together. That's what a true friendship will do.
See you guys later, Bye-yeom!♥
Have a good day, lovelies♥
