149 ㅡ ♕ Who hurts more, hmn?

When two people dated and broke up, can just one person be hurting? The person who couldn't tell anyone is already hurting by herself. The person who doesn't even know he's hurting will hurt later. The person who neglected the pain is hurting more.

But still, you should have told me.

148 ㅡ ♕ Miracles could happen.

But now, i have this thought. Maybe it was me who decided that i was one of the supporting characters kind of thought. Giving up so easily by letting life dictate your path, wasn't it me who turend off the spotlight that was shining down on me kind of thought. People often say that life is not a fairytale. But sometimes like a child, and sometimes like a fool, how about dreaming of a life that's like a fairytale? If you don't turn off the spotlight, and if you don't give up on your dream, maybe then, something that'd even more fairytale-like than a fairytale might happen. The first love that was thought to never come true comes true, or a childhood dream which had been pushed aside into your distant memory comes true. Miracle-like things could really happen.

147 ㅡ ♕ Happiness depends on ourselves.

When you're young, many people ask 'what is your dream?' However, as i mature, the number of people asking what my dream is gradually disappearing. Holding onto my dream until i become an adult isn't easy in this world. When faced with reality, somewhere along the line, the fact that the dream seems way out of reach, and seems to have disappeared, causes me not to even remember what my dream was to begin with at any given moment. However, before completely forgetting my dream, thankfully someone asked the adult version of me again.

Happiness depends on ourselves.