242 ㅡ ♕ When you start loving somebody else, only then, I will let you go.

Loving me, it isn’t hard. Now, come hug me, as you are.
Though our future remains uncertain, it’s that very vagueness that I like.
Why do things other than our love matter? Can you imagine our lives without each other? Surely we can love on. 

When you start loving somebody else,
When I get used to the life without you,
When that time comes,
When the end is the only way,
Only then,
I’ll let you go.

Loving you, it isn’t hard. Just one more smile, one more touch will do. 

Loving each other, it isn’t hard. If we start everyday as if it’s our first gaze. 

Why do things other than our love matter? Can you imagine our lives without each other? Surely we can love on. 

Whether you want it or not, I will love and be faithful to you.
Only when I fall and can’t walk anymore, when that time comes, when the end is the only way, only then, I’ll let you go.

I have given up,
I have told myself to stop,
I have done my best,
But, you never see my effort even once,
So, I decided to not know you,
Even though, deep inside my heart,
I can’t not know you.
Nonetheless,
This is for the best.
I’m gone for good.
— Ahn Youngyi, drowning in her 2017 thoughts of him.