Friday, April 25, 2014

05 ㅡ ♕ A Little Story


TGIF! ugh yea, i would like to thank our God for this blessing that finally i could meet my friday relaxing time *drum rolls* time to relax myself for the weekend and continue watching "Emergency Couple". I slept for like 5 hours only for the past 4 days after one week of hols because of assignments. My friends are all not pretty much like me that really get crazy over such thing as assignment. This is why i hate myself so much tbh, because i get myself overthink and it annoys me much. I think about my studies a lot, it's more like i care a lot and it's tooooo much. All i think about is "I wanna get rid of these assignments as quick as i can". Oh man, please i don't wanna be a nerdy after all this time and sighs count me one...sighs. Being overthink is so tiring and i wanna be a little less care one. Usually people will go overthinking about relationship, but here i am the one who gets myself overthink about studies. Nah, laugh everyone laugh, i ain't care. I want to press the DELETE button for this kind of overthink. I  will.....i need time, though. But, i'm sure i can and FYI everyone.......we're going to jogja on monday! YAAAAAAAY! Finally....again, i can relax myself for being too overthink. I'm gonna enjoy this trip and when i'm back, let me be a-less-care vanny. Just please. Okay then, let's forget about that "overthink" and do you want to hear a little story? Here's a little story of the day for you, enjoy!


She walked through the corridor quickly so she could sit first before her teacher came. She got a text from her best friend, "Joohee, I think your teacher is gonna be there soon cause he's heading to your class now. Be quick!" She increased her speed in walking, as fast as she could. Who's this guy? Yoondo, He was that one guy who always took care of her. She had been friends with him for ages and their friendship indeed last long. He texted her everyday and they talked comfortably everytime they met. She made it right, she was the first one to enter the class um she entered the class right one second before her teacher came. She let out a relieved sigh and smiled. BAM! She hit a desk with her foot. "Awwww..." She screamed softly but loud enough to be heard. She walked slowly as she held back her foot pain. She hurry-scurry took out her books and pencil case immediately after she sat. Too much strength she put into that action honestly. Because of that, she almost let her underage phone kissed the ground if her seatmate didn't catch her phone immediately when it was gonna fall down. "Oh dear, thank you!" She smiled deeply in relieved at him. "Stop being so sloppy, sloppy girl!" He put the phone on her book and continued looking at the teacher who was teaching. "Why you always have to insult me...". He glanced, "Because you're so stupid". "You're the stupid one, you know!" As they started to insult each other, the other friends who were watching them at class told them to stop and be quiet. They still couldn't get themselves considered as best friends because they would end up insulting each other when they talked. His name was Jungwoo. After all, She ended up doing the same thing as her seatmate did. They both paid much attention to the teacher now, after that little accident. Right 5 minutes before break time, she got a message from her favorite chingu, "Let's eat together, i'll pick you at class. How can you be so stupid? Hit a desk? lol i'm still laughing". She couldn't help but smiling brightly. KRIIING! Jungwoo stood up, "I'm gonna get you your favorite food, so stay here calmly" Without listening to the answer, he rushed outside the class. She just watched him walking outta class blankly......

<to be continued>


Thursday, April 24, 2014

04 ㅡ ♕ WHAT'S MY FUTURE?!

 
HELLO 2014!!!!!! Well...Hi! it's been quite long since the last time i dropped myself here. I feel quiet busy because of the school projects, assignments and test. I don't know why but today i feel like going back here and write something. Honestly i feel like writing a song or maybe writing in this blog but i know i cannot do the first one. Yes, writing a song is not as easy as i thought since i ever tried it once. Hmm...about my future? i don't know too...I don't know why i'm talking about this if you want me to be honest, but i just happened to seriously take my time to think about my own future for like 2 days long. In 2 months i'll be hitting my 17th birthday, i'll get older and still don't know about the main point of where to continue my studies. So now let's talk about "future", sighs. I didn't remember the date when this happened but, my school held an event for the students to ask everything about university or something like introducing some university in Jakarta to all the students. As i walked to the hall, i kept asking myself  "what university do you wanna go?" and "i have no idea". Gladly i answered it in quick. I like talking as much as i love writing. HHE. I am the kind noisy girl oops sometimes...or maybe not haha sorry and i don't know where i should go. Time had passed real quick, it's my 2nd year in Senior High School and just by a few months, the time to apply for university would come. Where i should go, what i should do and i don't know all the answers. Sighs.....again.


Here's quotes of the day;

I am proud to be one. 
I am not gonna runaway from my dreams. Never.
But,
Is it now the time to face the reality and be like a lady? 


See you guys later, Bye-yeom!
Have a good day, lovelies♥

Saturday, March 23, 2013

03 ㅡ ♕ I CHANGED.


Hello everyone! This would be my very first post in 2013 even though it's already march, 2 plus months of 2013. It's 10pm now, though it's saturday but it's time for me to sleep. I cannot sleep late anymore gah if so, my eyes will be teary. So then i'll be making this quick. I don't know but this year really really really quick, it feels like time fly so fast. By this 2plus months, i got to hang out oftenly with friends, got to attend dinner with friend, spent times more with family and i'm grateful. I did what i haven't or you can say it as i never done it in 2012. So i love 2013, the first 2months seriously makes me super glad. I have passed sadness also but it's all drown because of the big big happiness i feel inside me. Why? I started 2013 with a new image of myself, i tried to change my personality to the bright one, the cheerful one hmm and also the talkactive one. I don't know if it turns out good like everyone accepts it or not, but i've tried my best and i think it works. Some of friends trust me, sharing their problems with me, asking me for an opinion and talking about their love story too. I'm that typical of friend who really appreciates every single things about friends and i don't believe this honestly, 2013 works good on me. I love it and if i can let's not see the past year but continuing see the bright tomorrow. Last year, i thought everyone or i could say as my friends were all hating me like i never ever got a chance to get myself into them. I did, but they were all not accepted me to get into them by stopping me when i was on my way to them. I cried, i mad, i- miserable my life was. I don't wanna let myself down because of things that hurt my heart, i mean i don't wanna stick with this kind of life anymore. So i made a decision to change myself. Not like i change all in me, but just the little things that probably not really good in people's eyes. Firstly, it was very awkward for me to be like someone i don't even recognize live in me. I tried everything that i could do and again it works. I learn many things from that and i think me, vanny was super not cool last year....yes! it's funny right? Aha, The super not cool means, i lock my story just for me but i want people to share something to me. Cannot right? Yes! so i call 2012 of myself super duper not cool. So now i feel really grateful, because so far everything's good. Friends are all accept me because now i try to open myself, so do they. There's no theirs anymore but ours. There's no me but us. There's no alone but friends. There's no cry but best friends. I hope this friendship shall go well and i don't wanna back to the old 2012 memories where i was all alone, no one to help. Let me be the new 2013 vanny and forget the past. Please, thank you!

Here's quotes of the day;
 
 I ((MY. ME. MINE)) AM.
Everyone needs a friend, if you can keep the friendship then keep it. Don't ever try to close your diary and keep it by yourself but share it to your friend and search for the exit door together. That's what a true friendship will do. 


See you guys later, Bye-yeom!
Have a good day, lovelies♥
  

Friday, December 21, 2012

02 ㅡ ♕ IDK...


  Walking alone...

  
...Straight...


 ...Crying...


Fake smile.



****
 a letter to YOU ;
나는 아무것도 몰라요! 나는 너무 슬퍼요...어떻게요?
난 아무것도 없어요. 힘드러 걷 가타요,지금 부터.
헐~
****

Here's quotes of the day ;





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See you guys later, Bye-yeom!
Have a good day, lovelies♥

Sunday, December 9, 2012

01 ㅡ ♕ The First Page

  #HappyMinhoDay #Flaming22ndDay


Hi.


Hello everyone, this is rachel yo! I have created this blog since last year but haven't tried to write a blog before. Also i have wandered around to read everyone's blog and i think it's quiet interesting to write something that happened in your day hmm somewhat like diary? YES.
Then, i decided to write my own. This is my first time writing something like this on the internet but i still hope you enjoy reading all my post in the future.
Anyway, I need to end this boring introduction. SO WELCOME TO MY PARADISE!

[DECEMBER 9, 2012]

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAPPY BIRTHDAY FLAMING CHARISMA, CHOI MINHO!

Today is Minho's 22nd D-DAY! YAYYYY~ Celebrating birthday on SWC2SG must be so precious for him, even though i wasn't there last night to see SHINee boys having fun smashing the cakes to each other.
Please be happy & healthy always :-) KEEP SHINING OUR SHINEE SHINEE BOYS! 
#HappyMinhoDay and #Flaming22ndDay! 
 
Study.. study.. study.. need to study more ;___;  i'm on my exam weeks. I have passed 2days already but still have 5 more days to fight my ass off. It's D-5. 
Tomorrow's subjects are math and sociology kcan. I can handle the sociology one but.......math? nah i'm not sure about that although i have studied with my tutor yesterday for about 4 hours FULL. no rest no phone no k-pop. Reviewed math for 5 hours full once i got home after tutoring.
It's like killing me.......slowly but sure!! My weekend days are like running after me so fast, seriously i don't really have time to relax myself. For this chance, i wish to get a nice score because of the hard working me within this short weekend. So please wish me luck for tomorrow ㅂㅅㅂ 

GOOD LUCK VANNY!! FIGHTING!!

That's enough from me today :-) i made this quick lol i spent 10mins to write this all. idk if it's quick or not though. okay i have to review now.
See you guys later, Bye-yeom!

Here's quotes of the day;


Always start your day with smile although you can never imagine what will happen today. 
Start with smile, End with smile!! 
Have a good day, lovelies♥