233 ㅡ ♕ The standards of the world is becoming like Everest

Nothing has changed

I’m alone in this playground

I got on top of the high bars

But, I’ve been on my tip toes all my life

What’s always been asked of me

Is to reach a bit higher than I’m able to

The standards of the world is becoming like Everest

The more I go towards the top, stress builds up like a mountain

I know I can never rest

No sleeping pills to put my anxieties to sleep

So I’m biting down on my tongue and staying up all night

Since I was young

I was taught to stay in line

Now I know why

Complicated relationships, it’s a paradox

Only relationships exist and there’s no room for humans

Afraid of becoming ordinary, I dreamed a dream

But now, I’m jealous of the ordinary

As I stand all alone in the rain

If you don’t grow, growing pains is just pain