302 ㅡ ♕ It’s enough to chase and be chased.

To: Han Jinhee

I’ve analyzed lots of stuff. All the things he did to you, all the words he said to you were completely something you avoid. The words he said sometimes become a little hurtful and what he did sometimes makes you feel uneasy. At first, you thought that would be interesting to try going out with a person like that, but deep in your heart, the score is zero. Am I right? At first, you thought he might be the one, but now you know he’s just a passerby. Well, things got complicated at some point, and there was the time when you seriously thought about everything. You thought you liked him when you actually not. You thought you have found your happiness when you actually not. You thought he might be the one for you, but he’s actually not. You two are most likely strangers to each other, I guess, so I think you don’t really have to explain everything in words since I know you don’t like going straight to something unclear. You also don’t like being the one who thought both of you had something when you two actually not, so I’m gonna let you leave him be.

You’ve learned more things about life. You are now loving yourself even more. You are more confident, and you’re more beautiful since you’re happier. It’s really a nice decision to stop everything and going back to where you used to be. Being alone is not a crime. You are stronger alone, so why bother wanting someone to stand beside you? It’s a nuisance. You are surrounded by lots of great people like your family, your friends, and all the people who taught you how to survive in this cruel world. So, all you need is yourself going really strong because you have the power to live proudly.

You know what, I think it’s a nice decision to forget everything and start doing things that make you happier. Even if it means you’re going back to your routine, but it’s better than keeping toxic people in your life and doing toxic thing that isn’t your style. It’s a perfect decision to start over. You’ll be okay. You’ve done well. You’re doing great. I’m proud of you.

It’s enough to chase and be chased. I know you’re tired of everything. Because of that, I want you to shut people out, and start thinking about your own future for now because I want you to be happier first. I want you to be that one person who resonates happiness to others. Well, if they think that you might reconsider everything, then they need to give up since I know you will never going back and you’ll never turn your head when you’ve decided to move forward. So, keep this in your mind that you can do it! You can be whatever you want. Build your dreams and make them all happen. Don’t forget to do everything with love because God loves you so much, so you have to love yourself even more.

From: me