Hello :) finally i can greet everyone with a happy smile. It's time to move on. It's time to do what i love. It's time to start everything with a happy smile. It's time to stop thinking about things that make me sad. It's time to stop crying. It's time to love. It's time to be loved. It's time to not be forgotten. It's time to not be the last. No one knows about what gonna happen for our future, so it's time to start building one little piece of puzzle to the big one piece.....even though it needs so many time to build it into a big one but "It's okay, you have done it" you can clearly say that to yourself. It's okay, you have tried. It's okay, you have done well. It's okay, it's almost over. It's okay, you're strong. It's okay, you're the best. It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
That should be Joohee in that place. That should be Joohee who holds his hand. That should be Joohee laughing at his jokes. That should be Joohee who gets all his attention. That should be Joohee who spends every night of her life replying to his messages. That should be Joohee feeling his warm love. That should be Joohee who he thinks of everyday. That should be Joohee. That should be her. This is so wrong. She can't go on.....till he believes that should be her. But there's nothing Joohee can do. "It's okay to be just friends. We don't know about the future cause we still have long long way to go." She can only say this to herself to give her a little hope about him. Joohee can only looking at the sky full of stars and start talking to the moon, trying to get to him. In hopes he's on the other side talking to her too. Thinking about her. Thinking about them. Joohee doesn't know anymore.....what she should and should not do. But one thing that she knows, she should do what she loves. She should love what she does. Things might get complicated but that's okay, she knows she'll end up letting him to be with her. It's okay to be the second one who he thinks about every night...it's okay as long as she's still in his mind even it's just the second choice. Joohee will always be on their side, supporting them with all of her hearts even though it's sad but it's okay, she already used to it. It's nice to see him smiling, even that smile never goes to her. It's nice to see him laugh, even that laugh happened not because of her. It's okay to be hurt like this than like that, like before. It's okay to be like this than like before. It's okay, she'd rather be like this even though he never notice her.
<to be continued>
"keep him in my life, keep him around"
