Hi. Making a decision is not as easy as i thought. Sooooo freakin hard. Hmmmm.....but I did it. I made a decision today. Idk if people would see it as a weird thing for a girl to do this kind of thing or not but i just wanted to be friends again. I just wanted us to be comfortable like before. It was not easy indeed. It was harddddd. I started to have a fight, my mind and my heart. Both wanted to win and yes one of them won :-)
I don't know if this is right or not. I don't know anymore. I'll have some sleepless night forever....i'm sure.
#nowplaying: SHINee - Slepless Night
Joohee....She let herself drown in the feelings of 15years ago as she looked at all her photos with him, she also let her tears fell down. She remembered every single thing about him. He who was sooooo close to her, Yoondo. She suddenly missed everything but nothing would change. She was all by herself, so was he. But decision was made. She kept thinking about what would happen if she stopped by his house and said "Hi.". She kept thinking about all the useless things and started to have a war with herself. But, things got even worse when she decided to leave a short letter in front of his house's door and runaway.....waiting for him at the park. She waited with a sigh every 5mins, she wanted to just say "Hi." and smiled but she couldn't make it so easy. It was like, for the first time in forever again she would meet him. What would we do later after we met? Would it be awkward? Would it be the same as before? or would it be.......hmmm like he don't come because he hates me?
Until now.........we still don't know about this..........
So.......
<to be continued>
Yoondo moved away from Seoul to Busan...
Joohee scared Yoondo did??
Honestly this always been my fear....fearless? no i'm scared.
It's too late..
But if i had a chance, i wanted to tell you that....
and i still want to know...now
Curiousity kills every girl.
Stop. Sigh. Sleep. Dream and Wake Up!
See you guys later, Bye-yeom!♥
Have a good day, lovelies♥
Have a good day, lovelies♥
