Thursday, February 5, 2015

66 ㅡ ♕ Me, Myself, Merci.

So it's been so long right since the last time i seriously put my everything into my writing. I'm not really focus on writing blog nowadays cause need to prepare for my exams. many many things to do, gosh hate it. 
you're done, so am i.

She stared at her phone blankly, thinking out loud. "Why." She asked her phone which she knew that there wouldn't be an answer coming from her dead phone. No green light. Yup. She felt like all she needed to do was standing still right where she stood now......no moving forward. No walking forward to catch his trace. She was in her way to give everything up about him. But honestly she was just too scared to face the truth that he didn't want her. She knew it from the way he talked to her. Sadly, he didn't even want to talk to her. He was careless. He didn't even care. He changed. She was scared that he pushed her behind and started to live happily like she wasn't even there in his life. This was the red light he gave for her, she was sure. She knew this would happen anytime soon like this and guess what....believe it or not, sure or not. She was well-prepared. Even if it indeed hurt her heart like crazy, she didn't know how to express the feelings but she was a bit relieved she never expected anything ever since from the start. She didn't fly too high. She didn't really hurt her heart when she touched the ground now. Me, Myself, Thanks. It wasn't easy to forget and she would never forget. She was just gonna stay away for awhile, healing her wound and crying all alone. Psst. She could proudly say, even though it hurt so bad.....but she was happy, she is happy. Thankyou for you, the one who cannot be named.


not gonna fight anymore, i'm done.