이제 난 알아, 확실히 알았네. 난 사랑은 찾지 않는다. 사랑은 날 찾아. 이렇게 쉽지....
From this Healer, i realized something. It makes me believe that my thought for all this time is right.
"You don't choose to love. Love chooses you."
You don't choose who's that one person whom your heart beating for. You don't choose who's that one person whom your heart crying for. You can't push yourself to love one person if you don't have love inside you. You can't force yourself to love one person even if that one person chooses you. You can't live happily with your choice if love doesn't let its blessings for you.
That's all i keep as my mindset until now......and it's true.
Even if Chae Youngshin never see who is this one person who always take care of her, who always save her from the death, but just appear as a shadow and doesn't let her to see his face.....she loves him. She proudly say that she has feelings for him, even if she never see his face. She loves that one person. Her heart beats fast when she's with him. With only a touch of their hands together, their hands intertwined together, a quick kiss on the lips, listening to his voice without seeing his face.....she can say that she loves him and that's true. Love chooses Chae Youngshin and Healer to love each other. Chae Youngshin doesn't choose to love him, so does him. Healer doesn't even choose to love Chae Youngshin but in the end, he tells himself that "Yes, i love Chae Youngshin." Love lets its blessings for them and they cannot do anything but keep loving each other even if so many things blocked their ways to love. In the end, Chae Youngshin finally know who is this Healer. With all the names; Healer, Park Bongsoo and Seo Jonghoo....this man stays beside her, takes a good care of her but sometimes indeed hurts her. But he's the one who's willing to stay till the end. This Healer is the one who stays beside her and listen to all her worries. Finally she knows that this one person she loves is so close yet so far from her. But, she cannot stay mad at him cause their love is just so much more than that. Me, myself, envy them that they can find the truth in Love mystery. It's real, it's true.
#nowplaying: 영신이의 꿈 - Youngsin's Dream (Healer OST)
