90 ㅡ ♕ 박봄에게

I’m walking and walking

Across the times, the memories, on this street

The flowers you bought me on the evening street

They’re still in the vase, withering away

The memories scatter with the blowing wind

I still miss you so much, I’m going crazy

힘들었다 오늘....우리 너무 힘들어. 박봄아...괜찮을거야. 울지마. 니가 울면 나도 아파. 행복해라. 그 남자 진짜 나쁜 사람이야. 우리 그 사실 다 알아...근데 어쩔수가 없어서 너 계속 혼자 울어 나 계속 너 한테 아무것도 몰라...그냥 너 혼자 울면 됐어....내 생각은. 그래서 울었다...알았는데 그만 울어 잘 살아. 니가 진실을 알고있어 근데 왜? 니가 그 사람 앞에 왜 이렇게 웃어? 뭐가 그렇게 재밌어? 난 널 잘 몰라. 음....조금 알아....니가 그 남잔 진짜 좋아해 근데 난 널 상처를 받고 볼수 없잖아. 그래서 이제.....그만해 봄아....그만 상처를 받아...

But I can’t hate you

I miss you, I miss you

Why am I hurting so much?

I’m silently crying, I love you

I need you, I need you

Nights without you feel so lonely

The clock keeps ticking

But our time has stopped

I quietly close my eyes

And think about your voice that I hear

It’s calling out to me again

I’ll hate you as much as I loved you

But I still miss you so much, I’m going crazy

Hari ini adalah hari yang melelahkan...kami sangat lelah. Park Bom-ah...semuanya akan baik-baik saja. Jangan menangis. Apabila kau menangis, hatiku juga sakit melihatnya. Bahagialah. Ia memang jahat. Kita tau semua kenyataannya...tetapi kita tak dapat melakukan apapun, kau selalu menangis sendiri, aku selalu tak tau apa yang harus aku lakukan...aku hanya membiarkan kau menangis sepuas-puasnya sendiri...ini pemikiranku. Sehingga setelah itu...kau tau semuanya, berhenti menangis dan hidup dengan baik. Kau tau semua kenyataannya tetapi mengapa? Di depan dirinya mengapa kau tertawa seperti ini? Apa yang begitu menarik? Aku tidak tau kau. Hmm....aku tau sedikit...kau begitu menyukai dirinya tetapi aku tak dapat melihatmu menerima luka darinya. Jadi sekarang......Stop Bom-ah....berhenti menerima luka itu...

I’m filled with scars, I’m a coward in this breakup

Please don’t leave me, you know

#nowplaying: Shannon - Hate You 

It still feels like you’ll appear

Why am I hurting so much?

I’m silently crying, I love you

I need you, I need you

Nights without you feel so lonely